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When You Feel Like You Don’t Belong—Four Prayers for Insecurity
I make my way cautiously from the ornately decorated lobby of the exquisite hotel and follow the lavender banners that lead to the conference room. I’ve just traveled eight hours to attend a women’s conference. This seemed like a wonderful idea from afar. Now that I’m here, I’m lifting up prayers for insecurity as it tells me I won’t fit in here. I imagine the hundreds of women who will sit among the rose-colored decorations. I wonder if I’ll make a friend, if I’ll fit in, or if this will feel strangely similar to the first day of school in the junior high cafeteria. My shirt feels too wrinkled, my…
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A List of Good Habits for Joy and Energy
A pewter sky threatens rain, and I stand at the window as the little one calls from the living room. He wants to know what we’re doing for fun today. I’ve been deliberately turning to my mental list of good habits daily, and I decide on a trip to the woods. “Let’s head to the creek,” I declare, and within minutes, we’re strolling down the road. “Better hurry up. It might rain, Mom,” he urges. “A little rain won’t hurt us,” I tell sweet Aiden. He makes a comment about melting, and we both laugh. Much to our delight, the rain holds off. We spend an hour throwing rocks into…
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Casting Our Nets
Today isn’t my usual day to post, but I’m excited to share the words of one of my dearest lifelong friends today. I met Courtney McNamara when we were in fourth grade at East Lawrence Elementary School, and we’ve been friends ever since! Courtney is a gifted artist, a talented published author, and a tender soul with a huge heart. Her friendship is a treasured gift. She’s one of a small handful of friends who receives my 6:00 a.m., “I need prayer” texts. As we all know, these friends are rare gifts! Courtney’s wisdom on the topic of casting our nets challenged me and blessed me, and I trust it…
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5 Morning Routines to Help You Start Your Day With God
Autumn rain hangs from the spruce boughs like glass beads. Cleansing the sleepy earth, it feels like God’s invitation to begin again. I’ve been thinking about my rhythms lately—analyzing the morning routines that are working for me in this season as well as the ones that aren’t. The Importance of Morning Routines Last week, I felt tempted to return to self-effort in an attempt to restore some off-kilter areas of my life. However, this morning, the ivory mist reminds me that a Spirit-filled life is not built around willpower but around rhythms. The rhythms we establish ultimately make up our lives. 5 Morning Routines to Help You Begin Well If…
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Does God See Me? Is My Labor in Vain?
A cardinal flitters at the feeder, defying the sleepy world with a splash of crimson. I watch him peck the seeds and try to fix my mind on things of God, but my thoughts race in dozens of different directions. Does God see me? I wonder. My daily work has been wearing on me lately. I feel exhausted, defeated, and unseen by God. It’s hard to believe your labor is not in vain when you’re sinking beneath the weight of the burden. Maybe you can relate. Perhaps you’re the full-time caretaker for an older family member. You had dreams and visions about what your retirement would entail, and your dreams…
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How to Exude the Joy of the Lord When You’re Frustrated by Interruptions
First light pours through the curtain slow and thick, like buttermilk. Lost in the glory of dawn’s hazy glow, I read a few Psalms as I soak in God’s love. My mornings by the window fill me with the joy of the Lord and restore my soul like nothing else. A few days ago, I’d been sitting by the window for less than ten minutes when a bleary-eyed little boy shuffled up beside me dragging a chair. After pushing his chair next to mine, he sat down and snuggled against me. The scene would have been cute if the little guy had remained quiet as he sat at my side. …
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Seeking God’s Wisdom: Are You Praying or Ruminating?
Do you ever feel afraid of making the wrong decision and messing up your life? Maybe you need to choose between two jobs, two future spouses, or two different houses. In your uncertainty, you’re afraid you’re going to choose incorrectly and derail your life. You’ve been seeking God’s wisdom, but for the most part, heaven seems silent. A few years ago, I was desperate for wisdom and direction from God. I wasn’t sure whether to continue fervently pursuing my writing career or slow my writing and consider the possibility of having a third child. I reached out to a mentor and asked for advice. Secretly, I hoped she would tell…
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A Surprising Way to Keep in Step With the Spirit
Every summer, we clean our house by spraying it with a soapy, homemade concoction. Due to a malfunctioning sprayer, we had a hard time reaching the upper story of the house last summer. After volunteering to undertake the task, I had no idea that our moldy siding was about to be a lesson on how to keep in step with the Spirit of the Living God. A Surprising Way to Keep in Step With the Spirit “No problem,” I declared, “We can pop the screens out of the upstairs windows and spray it from inside.” On a blazing hot August afternoon, I stuck my head out my son’s open bedroom…
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Are You Afraid of Missing God’s Plan for Your Life?
I walk the country road at dusk—twilight folding over the path behind me like a parted sea falling back into place. I’ve been thinking about staying in step with God’s plans lately, and my heart feels bogged down by worries that I might somehow botch his plan. I wonder if you can relate. I wonder if you’ve ever felt fearful that you just might miss God’s plan for your life. You probably know how it feels to be desperate to hear from God about something important to you. You fasted and prayed and scoured your Bible in search of direction. All the while, you wondered if you might be heading…
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How to Be Still and Know That God Is With You
The shaded canopy at the trailhead fluttered to the ground, one golden leaf at a time. The way the pale light filled the forest felt like an invitation to be still and know that I was in the presence of God. I was in the woods because I’d grown weary from juggling the many commitments in my life. I was desperate to quiet my soul and draw close to God. You probably know about the exhausting effort of juggling your commitments. Your arms grow weary, and you desperately need rest. In an attempt to rest in God’s presence, you go to a quiet place, but your mind refuses to rest.…